I’m determined to make your heart go towards me, wrap around my heart and keep it that way till we grow old together.
This just gets harder every day that goes by. But I won’t give up cause Like i said, I just know everything will be worth it in the end. Cope with me please.
I’m not used to all this. Sometimes I wonder why you’re being so good to me, it’s like I don’t deserve it at all. But I’d like to thank you for being real patient with me. For treating me the way you do, and letting everything out. And I know I’ve probably said this before b/c I was blind but you’re actually the only person who manage to legitimately make me smile and put so much effort into this. I don’t wanna jinx it but I’m confident that most definitely everything will be worth it at the end.
(Source: abieeee)
Quick Vent
Lately I’ve been complaining about people not being considerate and consistent about our friendship. I just realized I’ve been MIA on people. I guess I was being a little hypocrite about it, I didn’t even realize because of all this other shit I have to worry about. I’m sorry to those who I’ve told I’d be there for you when I’m not. :/
(Source: abieeee)
I wish I knew what was wrong and what’s going through your mind right now. How you really feel and what you really wanna let out when I ask you “what’s wrong?”. Why is it so hard just to figure out the real situation?
I’m sorry I’m not doing such a good job keeping you happy. :(
I’m sorry, it’s just so hard for me to please everyone at once. I try so hard to keep all my friends and family happy but I don’t know, sometimes I’m just a failure at it.
I can’t figure out how I feel towards you.
I’m confused.
Just thinking about you makes me want to hate you but I can never hate someone no matter how dirty they play me and stab me over and over and over constantly in the heart. I’m so disgusted actually, it makes me sad that I actually took my time with you for all of it to go to waste. Shit, too much disrespect.
No lie, at one point I cared and still have a little in me to care but damn I wish I didn’t.
I should just do me, cause it seems like thats the only way I’ll be satisfied and happy.
Why would I mope around over someone who didn’t even respect me well enough? I can’t change peoples decisions and I won’t change mine. “What’s done is done,” so whatever happened in my past won’t stop me from making the decisions I make today, tomorrow, the next day, next week, next month, next year, the rest of my life.
Awake at 6am just cause I can’t go back to sleep. Might as well let out some shit.
I honestly don’t know what I’m feeling right now. If i should be happy, worried, sad, mad, depressed? I think everything’s going way too fast for me. Can my life slow down a little bit please? Everything’s just a mess, and having this cold makes everything suck even more because I can’t fucking breathe.
It’d be better if I was a robot, that way I wouldn’t have to worry about my current feelings. Ha.
Fuck, maybe I just let everything get to my head so quick. If you really knew what was going through my head it’ll probably make you want to “shake your fucking head”. I don’t know.
Eh, i guess ill try and sleep it off.
